♥ Jamie Paul Wicks ♥

1998 - 1999
LocationCambridge
Age4 months
Cause of DeathOrgan Failure
Date of Birth20/11/1998
Date of Death27/03/1999
Visitors18,004 since 06/12/2007
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I would like to thank all my Gone Too Soon Friends for their lovely tributes, kind
words,pictures,gifts and support, THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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20/11/98-
27/03/99.

♥ This is my story,it was
used for the Tommys Campaign christmas appeal 1999 and helped them raise £10,000 which went towards
them finding the answers to why so many babies are born too early. ·:*:· ·:*:· ·:*:· ·:*:·
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♥ It was my first pregnancy in 1998.I was working full time and everything was
fine until i went for my 28 week check at the doctors.My blood pressure had risen,my fingers and
ankles were swollen and i had protein in my urine.My doctor told me i had pre-eclampsia and sent me
straight to hospital where i was kept in.I started having scans when they found that my baby wasnt
growing,i had steroid injections straight away. I was kept in hospital but went home for the odd day
with the community midwife visiting me.It was finally decided that my baby would have to be
delivered by caesarean section after showing signs of distress. ·:*:· ·:*:· ·:*:· ♥
My little boy Jamie was born on the 20th November 1998 weighing just 2Ib 7oz at 31+5 weeks
gestation.He was perfect in every way apart from he needed oxygen because his lungs had not
matured.He only needed what they call minimal oxygen,when around christmas he seemed to develop a
cold.Gradually his oxygen went up. ♥
In February it was decided to send him for a CT scan where they found his lungs to be very
scarred.It wasnt until March when we were finally told he was going to die. There was nothing else
they could do for him.He was so advanced considering he was premature.He had started smiling and the
nurses said he was a little character.We were able to bring him home for one day with two nurses.The
next day when we got to the hospital he didnt want to be touched.He could only lie on his front.His
eyes were all swollen,he couldnt open them. We decided that night to have him baptised,with all the
family around us.The next day he needed so much oxygen through a mask as well as through his usual
nasal cannulas.It was then decided to give him morphine through a drip and gradually turn his oxygen
off when he couldnt cope anymore. ·:*:· ·:*:· ·:*:· ♥ Just before he died he opened his
eyes and looked at me as if to say "goodbye".He died on the 27th March 1999 aged 19 weeks.♥ ♥
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enough to have a little girl called Kirsty in 2001.We gave her Jamie as her middle name.I was in and
out of hospital through the pregnancy with her but she was born healthy,a little small at 5Ib 6oz
but perfect. She is a little madam but we all love her to bits. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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*★ܓ Why do we feel the way we do
*★ܓ Missing our angels like the way we do
*★ܓ Some days we hurt so much inside
*★ܓ All we want is our angels by our side

*★ܓ We know our angels are having fun
*★ܓ looking down laughing at us
*★ܓ thinking we should really know
*★ܓ how much they still love us so

*★ܓ But all we want is to hold there hand
*★ܓ And tell them we want them
*★ܓ On this earthly ground
*★ܓ How we know this can never be
*★ܓ As god took our angels
*★ܓ To his heavenly land

*★ܓ Our pain and hurt is so deep
*★ܓ How will our heart ever heal
*★ܓ How we hope you can hear us
*★ܓ each day and night
*★ܓ wishing you our beautiful angels

*★ܓ★* Goodnight *★ *★ܓ We love you oh so much

copyright� Jo Dalton 2009

Jo D July 24, 2009

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THE SILENCE OF MY HEART.

IN THE SILENCE OF MY HEART
MY MIND STILL CRIES FOR ANSWER.
THE PAIN COMES CALLING ONCE AGAIN
AND TEARS WASH THROUGH MY SOUL.
THE NEED TO UNDERSTAND STILL SO STRONG
THE LOVE ONCE FELT SO CLOSE AT HAND.
TEMPTATION TO REACH OUT TO YOU,
ALMOST TO TOUCH YOUR HAND,
ALMOST TO HEAR YOUR VOICE
ALMOST TO SHARE YOUR SPIRIT
SO CLOSE TO MY HEART.
THE MEMORIES LINGER
AND IN THE STILLNESS OF MY BEING
STILL BECKON TO ME.


I WISH YOU ALL A BEAUTIFUL WEEKEND MY FRIEND,
WITH LOVE AS ALWAYS LINDA.XXX

Linda Hutt July 24, 2009

THIS IS A TOKEN OF MY LOVE,
TO SAY I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH
WITH EACH PASSING DAY,
REST IN PEACE MY DARLING.
I WILL LOOK TO THE STARS,
AND SEE YOU THERE.
I WISH YOU ALL A PEACEFUL DAY
WITH LOVE AS ALWAYS LINDA.XXX

Linda Hutt July 22, 2009

ღ♥ღ Good night God bless
ღ♥ღ Our angel in the sky

ღ♥ღ Our thoughts are always with you
ღ♥ღ Our angel in the sky
ღ♥ღ We love you
ღ♥ღ And always miss you
ღ♥ღ And many a day we cry

ღ♥ღ You are some one special
ღ♥ღ our angel in the sky
ღ♥ღ why did god have to take you
ღ♥ღ how many days we ask why

ღ♥ღ There maybe distance between us
ღ♥ღ The distance may be far
ღ♥ღ But distance can never take
ღ♥ღ The feelings we have inside

ღ♥ღ Oh our sweet Angel
ღ♥ღ We look for you in the sky
ღ♥ღ Hoping we could just see you
ღ♥ღ And wishing that you are nearby

ღ♥ღ We cherish all the memories
ღ♥ღ Of you our sweet angel
ღ♥ღ Now living in the sky

copyright© Jo Dalton 2009

Jo D July 21, 2009

︽☆︽ TIME TO FOLD YOUR ANGEL WINGS ︽☆︽
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.............((............ A ray of sunshine came & went
.............) \........... A beautiful treasure only lent
............( , ).......... A prayer
.........._ `|'_......... A tear
...........| () ||........ A memory so dear
...........|.....||....... Each day of our lives
...........|.....||........We wish you were here
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︽☆︽ SWEET ANGEL ︽☆︽ SWEET DREAMS ︽☆︽

Sorry for not lighting a candle tonight x

Proudmumofangel James (GTS Friend) July 19, 2009

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I would like to take this opportunity
To thank everyone for all the messages
And photographs that I have received
Since the birth of Our Third Grandson Millar Chris
They are all very much appreciated
I have read every single one

It’s brilliant to have a baby in the family again,
We are over the moon, but a little sad his
Uncle Christopher won’t get a chance to meet him,
He was a wonderful Uncle to our other two Grandson’s
Jack & Layton they miss him terribly… we all do.

Thanks again
Angela A Very Happy Gran X…. But A Very Sad Mum X

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Tributes for this weekend


FOR FRIDAY

Life is but a stopping place,
A pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
To sweet eternity.

We all have different journeys,
Different paths along the way,
We are all meant to learn some things,
But never meant to stay.

Our destination is a place,
Far greater than we know,
For some the journey's quicker,
For some the journey's slow.

But when the journey finally ends,
We'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
Together with the Lord.

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FOR SATURDAY

Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart

I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night

I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you

And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
Forever in my heart

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FOR SUNDAY

I lose my grip on reality
On each day that passes by;
I haven't a clue where I'm headed
Oh how this pain makes me cry

My world is changing so quickly
And I'm losing everything in sight;
Why can't things go back to how it used to be
So that everything would be alright

Why do we have to lose the ones we love
It's just not fair, it's just not right;
Oh why God do you take them
Can't you see, I'm filled with fright

The days come and go
But the pain, it stays forever;
It never really leaves your soul
When you know, you'll no longer be together

Your heart, it's ripped wide open
And even though you try to hide;
It will break and bleed continuously
And feel as though it will never subside

I can take this pain no longer
Oh how it's killing me inside;
What suffering we have to go through
When the ones we love, have died


Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe July 16, 2009

THIS IS FOR FRIDAY 17-7-09

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I Still Miss You
by Angela Craig
This yearning in my heart
This confusion in my mind
The words left unspoken
Haunts me all the time

Everyday I watch pass by
With an emptiness in my life
And a hole in my heart
Where only you belong

There are nights I wake up crying
And wishing you were here
To hold me in your arms
And kiss away my tears

There is something that keeps me holding on -
What I'll never know
But one day things will go my way
And I'll have you in my arms

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THIS IS FOR SATURDAY 18-7-09

Gifts From Heaven

A tiny golden butterfly
Perched upon my sill
His wings he fluttered gently
To give my heart a thrill.

On the wind I heard a song
Sung with pure delight
Trilled by a tiny bluebird
Such a lovely sight!

Through my window drifted
A fragrance oh so sweet
From newly blooming flowers
Came this lovely special treat.

I'm touched by gentle breezes
The sun warms my frame
I feel the gentle raindrops
I count them all the same.

They are gifts to us from heaven
To cheer us each new day
Sent by someone special
With love in everyway.

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THIS IS FOR SUNDAY 19-7-09
cherished memories


Sometimes it's hard to understand
To see the reason why,
Sometimes it's hard to find the words
To say that last goodbye.
Sometimes it's hard to look ahead
With eyes still filled with tears,
But all our cherished memories
Will live on through the years.
And though there are no answers
The questions still remain,
Sometimes we just can't comprehend
Or understand the pain.
Sometimes it's hard to look beyond
The rainclouds in the sky,
Though all our cherished memories
Will stay as time goes by.
Sometimes when we close our eyes
The only thing we see,
Are moments that are long gone by
Of how things used to be.
Sometimes we need to just let go,
Let tears fall as they may,
Reliving cherished memories
That never fade away.

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Rest your weary head and drift off into dreams,
Frolic in the sunshine and bathe in God's moonbeams.
Use the stars as stepping-stones to take you to your peace,
The pain of life forgotten now you have found release.
Without rain a flower folds, the petals drop and die,
There was no way to save you, you couldn't even cry.
So we cry all the tears instead as we must let you go
To Heaven, and God's garden to blossom and to grow.
The little seed is planted, you'll be watered every day,
The angels will tend all your needs as in their arms you lay.
Your life will be amazing now and full of wondrous things,
Rest in peace, my love and fly on angels wings.
(Author unknown)

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I WISH YOU ALL A LOVELY WEEKEND MY FRIEND,
I WILL BE BACK ON MONDAY AS I'M SPENDING
TIME WITH MY BROTHER,GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
WITH LOVE AS ALWAYS LINDA.XXX

Linda Hutt July 16, 2009

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ SMILE FOR ME WONT YOU
EVEN IF IT'S JUST ONCE A DAY.
LISTEN FOR MY WHISPERS THAT
I WILL SEND YOUR WAY.
LIVE MY LIFE FOR ME NOW
IT FEELS SO BLEAK.
REMEMBER EVERY TEAR YOU CRY
I'LL WIPE IT FROM YOUR CHEEK,
FOR NOW JUST LET ME HOLD YOUR HAND
AND WALK WITH ME ONCE MORE.
I PROMISE I WILL BE THERE
WHEN YOU WALK THROUGH HEAVENS GATE.
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I WISH YOU ALL A LOVELY DAY MY FRIENDS,
WITH LOVE AS ALWAYS LINDA.XXX

Linda Hutt July 14, 2009

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THIS IS FOR MONDAY.

Way up in the clouds high above
Are beautiful angels full of love
They think of their loved ones everyday
And send them peace as they kneel to pray
They say a prayer for those below
Who deeply love them and miss them so
They vanish all their emptiness and all their fears
Mop their brows when they see the tears
Although their is a distance they are by our side
They have seen the emptiness and the tears cried
They are always near and always will be
Alive in our hearts today and for eternity

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WITH LOVE AS ALWAYS LINDA.XXX
HAVE A REALLY GOOD DAY.

Linda Hutt July 12, 2009

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Our Beautiful Grandson Arrived On Saturday Afternoon
He Is Called Millar Chris, Mum & Baby Doing Fine
His Middle Name Chris Is After His Wonderful Uncle
I'm A Very Happy Gran But Sad Mum......

FOR MONDAY

If we could only speak to them,
And hold their loving hand,
No matter what we said or did,
We know they’d understand.


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FOR TUESDAY

Sadly missed along life's way,
Quietly remembered every day,
No longer in our life to share,
But in our hearts your always there.

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FOR WEDNESDAY

Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.


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FOR THURSDAY

I sit and wonder every day,
Why the Lord chose to call you away,
I think He saw you needed rest,
He only takes the very best.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum


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Marie-Angela Rowe July 12, 2009
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