♥ Jamie Paul Wicks ♥

1998 - 1999
LocationCambridge
Age4 months
Cause of DeathOrgan Failure
Date of Birth20/11/1998
Date of Death27/03/1999
Visitors18,002 since 06/12/2007
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I would like to thank all my Gone Too Soon Friends for their lovely tributes, kind
words,pictures,gifts and support, THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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20/11/98-
27/03/99.

♥ This is my story,it was
used for the Tommys Campaign christmas appeal 1999 and helped them raise £10,000 which went towards
them finding the answers to why so many babies are born too early. ·:*:· ·:*:· ·:*:· ·:*:·
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♥ It was my first pregnancy in 1998.I was working full time and everything was
fine until i went for my 28 week check at the doctors.My blood pressure had risen,my fingers and
ankles were swollen and i had protein in my urine.My doctor told me i had pre-eclampsia and sent me
straight to hospital where i was kept in.I started having scans when they found that my baby wasnt
growing,i had steroid injections straight away. I was kept in hospital but went home for the odd day
with the community midwife visiting me.It was finally decided that my baby would have to be
delivered by caesarean section after showing signs of distress. ·:*:· ·:*:· ·:*:· ♥
My little boy Jamie was born on the 20th November 1998 weighing just 2Ib 7oz at 31+5 weeks
gestation.He was perfect in every way apart from he needed oxygen because his lungs had not
matured.He only needed what they call minimal oxygen,when around christmas he seemed to develop a
cold.Gradually his oxygen went up. ♥
In February it was decided to send him for a CT scan where they found his lungs to be very
scarred.It wasnt until March when we were finally told he was going to die. There was nothing else
they could do for him.He was so advanced considering he was premature.He had started smiling and the
nurses said he was a little character.We were able to bring him home for one day with two nurses.The
next day when we got to the hospital he didnt want to be touched.He could only lie on his front.His
eyes were all swollen,he couldnt open them. We decided that night to have him baptised,with all the
family around us.The next day he needed so much oxygen through a mask as well as through his usual
nasal cannulas.It was then decided to give him morphine through a drip and gradually turn his oxygen
off when he couldnt cope anymore. ·:*:· ·:*:· ·:*:· ♥ Just before he died he opened his
eyes and looked at me as if to say "goodbye".He died on the 27th March 1999 aged 19 weeks.♥ ♥
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enough to have a little girl called Kirsty in 2001.We gave her Jamie as her middle name.I was in and
out of hospital through the pregnancy with her but she was born healthy,a little small at 5Ib 6oz
but perfect. She is a little madam but we all love her to bits. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Sweet Dreams Angel x xx


♥The little stars♥
♥That shine so bright♥
♥Are Angels come♥
♥To say Goodnight:♥
♥"Goodnight,♥
♥Sleep Tight,♥
♥Sweetest Dreams we'll send♥
♥To you To-night."♥

♥So, if you peek♥
♥Outside and spy♥
♥A wee star twinkling♥
♥In the sky;♥
♥It may,♥
♥It might,♥
♥Be an Angel♥
♥Come to say Goodnight.♥


♥Written By:♥ ♥Harriet Blanche Jones.♥

Joyce Tidy (GTS Friend) 2 weeks ago

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Linda Hutt 2 weeks ago

If Your Knew

If you knew where I am standing
If you could see the sights I see
If you could hear the angels singing
The songs they sing eternally
If you knew the One I'm holding
Could see the smile He smiles at me
If you knew where I am resting
You would not cry for me

I'm resting in the arms of Jesus
No other place would I rather be
So if you shed a tear
Please don't shed it for me
For if you knew where I am resting
You would not cry for me

(by Steven Kinworthy)

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Love Shines Through
Like a shadow in the moonlight
Like the whisper of the seas
Like the echoes of a melody
Just beyond our reach
In the shadow of our sorrow
Past the whisper of goodbye
Love shines through eternity
A heartbeat from our eye
By : Catherine Turner

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TIME WILL EASE THE HURT
by Bruce B. Wilmer

The sadness of the present days
Is locked and set in time,
And meaning to the future
Is a slow and painful climb.
But all the feelings that are now
So vivid and so real
Can't hold their fresh intensity
As time begins to heal.
No wound so deep will ever go
Entirely away;
Yet every hurt becomes
A little less from day to day.
Nothing can erase the painful
Imprints on your mind;
But there are softer memories
That time will let you find.
Though your heart won't let the sadness
Simply slide away,
The echoes will diminish
Even though the memories stay.
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Memories ?

Memories fill the empty space
Where you used to lie
Tears flood my eyes
As I see your face
Your smile
I hear your voice
The humour
I smile...
God Bless You Beautiful Angel
With me all the while
My memories
Take me straight to you
Bridge time and space
Uniting us forever
In an unbroken embrace

Have A Lovely Week My Friends.
With Love Always Linda.xxx

Linda Hutt 2 weeks ago

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Tributes For Week Starting 9th November


FOR MONDAY

Your presence I miss,
Your memory I treasure,
Loving you always,
Forgetting you never.

FOR TUESDAY

Loving you is easy,
We do it every day,
Missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.

FOR WEDNESDAY

No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.

FOR THURSDAY

Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.


FOR FRIDAY

Wings Of The Angels

A gentle wind blew cross the land
Reaching out to take a hand
For on the winds the angels came
Calling out a mother's name.

Left behind, the children's tears
Loving memories of the years
Of joy and love, a life well spent
And now to God a mother's sent.

On angel's wings, a heavenly flight
The journey home, towards the light
To those who weep, a life is gone
But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn.

FOR SATURDAY

If I Had One Last Day

If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied

I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay

You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"

Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"

If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my heart

If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my heart, you'll never die.

FOR SUNDAY

Cry Not My Friend

When you wake up tomorrow
And I am no where to be found
When you scream out my name
To the emptiness around

When every beat inside your heart
Is skipping and unsure
Cry not my friend for I am here,
Inside your love so pure

When the waves that used to touch our feet
Have gone back out to sea
When everything you once held dear
Was lost when you lost me

When the sun that once lit up your face
Is setting far away
Cry not my Friend for time shall pass,
But my love for you will stay

When age arrives and children play
And pain creeps up on you
When loved ones show you happiness
That your life never knew

When all of your expectations are met,
No matter what the pain
Cry not my friend, for I am waiting
To hold you once again

When beauty in your eyes turn grey
And all of the rainbow, white
When strong undying hearts
No longer feel an urge to fight

When winter snows become more pain
Than beauty in your heart
Cry not my friend, for I am here
And we will never ever part

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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe 3 weeks ago

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Listen closely
to the winds,
and hear the
gentle whisper
of an Angel's wings
in flight.
Look far into
the sky
and see the shimmering
stardust left behind.
Close your eyes,
clear your thoughts,
and feel the love
of your very own,
very real,
Guardian Angel.

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Joyce Tidy (GTS Friend) 3 weeks ago

Jude Swaddle Yesterday evening
TRIBUTE FOR THURSDAY 5.11.09
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The size of sadness
Can you measure our pain?
It reaches the stars and back again
Can you count our tears?
They are as many as winter rain
Can you weigh our emptiness?
The world and more would come to less
With no hope of sun tomorrow
That's how we see our sorrow
Add all together -The size of sadness


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TRIBUTE FOR FRIDAY 6.11.09.

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Having you not with me
Hurts more and more each day
Although I feel a closeness
In a very special way
Even as I go to sleep
Every thought is of you
And I never thought i'd miss you
In quite the way I do
So i'm hoping that these words
May some how let you know
That you're in my heart forever
And i'll always love you so
The one and only thing
That helps me with the pain
Is dreaming of the time
When I will see you once again...

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TRIBUTE FOR SATURDAY 07.1109
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My love is with you
Oh What can I say?
My heart is empty without you each and every day.
The Angel wings you wear must be so grand,
if only I could reach out and touch your hand,
maybe then we could say goodbye,
which would help dry the tears that I cry
Now I know that’s impossible for us to do,
so let’s make a deal just you and me.
When I look to the stars at night,
you look for me with all your might,
when you see me just shine real bright,
together we can send our love
and say Good Night.

I would like to wish you all a very good weekend and God Bless all our Angels and all our BRAVE HERO'S who have Lost Their Lives.
With love as always Linda.xxx

Linda Hutt 3 weeks ago

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Tributes For Week Starting 2nd November

FOR MONDAY

There's a special kind of feeling,
That's meant for you alone,
A special place within our hearts,
That only you can own.

FOR TUESDAY

If only prayers were answered,
& wishes did come true,
Our only wishes with all our hearts,
Would be to still have you

FOR WEDNESDAY

We send this special message
To the heavens up above
Please take care of our precious angels
And give them all our love


FOR THURSDAY

I lit a candle for you today
May it's light reflect my love your way
Now I must go until next time
I will forever keep you, gently on my mind


FOR FRIDAY

Angels

When you were born, an angel smiled,
As you became a child, an angel sat on your shoulder
When you became an adult, an angel held your hand
As you grew old, an angel walked down the road with you,
And, when you died, another angel got their wings.


FOR SATURDAY

Letter From Heaven


To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said,
"I welcome you."

It's good to have you back again; you were missed
While you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
Remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.


FOR SUNDAY

Reply to "Letter from Heaven"

My Dearest Loved one:

I received your Letter from Heaven,
It made the teardrops fall.
But knowing you’re with God above,
Sweet memories, I will recall.

I know that you are with me,
For I feel your presence near.
And if I listen closely,
Your voice I then can hear.

I know you’re watching o’er me,
As you promised you would do.
And when I feel so saddened,
It’s your letter that sees me through.

When I lay in bed at night,
The day’s chores put to flight,
I truly feel your presence,
Like a warm and glowing light.

The rocky roads you mentioned,
And the hills that I must climb;
I’ve done exactly what you said,
By taking one day at a time.

I’ve tried to help others,
Who are in sorrow and in pain.
And now I am contented,
My day was not in vain.

I’ll lend a hand, as you have said
When someone is feeling low.
I’ll pray for them and be here,
‘Till on their way they go.

And when it’s time for me to go,
To join you in heaven high.
My wings I shall spread wide,
To my home up in the sky.


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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher's Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe 4 weeks ago

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Thibutes For Week Starting 26th October


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FOR MONDAY

In our hearts your memory lingers,
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day, dear Loved One
That we do not think of you.

FOR TUESDAY

Nothing can ever take away
The love a heart holds dear.
Fond memories linger every day
Remembrance keeps them near.

FOR WEDNESDAY

Looking back with memories,
Upon the path you trod,
We bless the hours we had with you,
And leave the rest with God.

FOR THURSDAY

Those we love we never lose,
For always they will be,
Loved, remembered, treasured,
Always in our memory.

FOR FRIDAY

Memories Of Me

I’d like the memory of me
To be a happy one,
I’d like to leave an afterglow
Of smiles when life is done..

I’d like to leave an echo
Whispering softly down the ways,
Of happy times and laughing times
And bright and sunny days.

I’d like the tears of those who grieve,
To dry before the sun,
Of happy memories that I leave behind
When life is done.


FOR SATURDAY

Separated For Now


Although death has separated us physically,
Faith and love have bound us eternally.
Though we cannot see you,
We know you are here.
Though we cannot touch you,
We feel the warmth of your smile,
As we begin a new chapter in our lives.

Today we pause to reflect upon
Those who have shaped our character,
Molded our spirits and touched our hearts.
May the lighting of this candle be a
Reminder of the memories we have shared,
A representation of the everlasting
Impact you have made upon our lives.


FOR SUNDAY

A Special Gift

You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...

For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!

However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet Angel, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...

Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.

We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.



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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe October 25, 2009

TRIBUTES FOR THE NEXT EIGHT DAYS
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ..

MEMORIES BLOSSOM FOREVER
IN THE GARDEN OF HEARTS
NOT JUST TODAY,BUT EVERYDAY
BECAUSE YOU'RE A VERY SPECIAL
PART OF MY HAPPIEST MEMORIES

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ.. TRIBUTE FOR THURSDAY.

WISHING YOU ETERNAL PEACE
IN HEAVENS CASTLE,FLY HIGH
AND FREE ANGEL,LET YOUR
HEAVENLY GLOW BRING PEACE
TO THOSE WHO LOVE AND MISS YOU.

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ.. TRIBUTE FOR FRIDAY.

ONE BY ONE EARTH'S TIES ARE BROKEN,
ONE BY ONE THEY LINK ABOVE,
ONE DAY THERE WILL BE A SWEET REUNION
ONCE AGAIN WITH THOSE WE LOVE.

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ..
TRIBUTE FOR SATURDAY

SUNFLOWER SMILES DRIFTING DOWN.
TOUCH MY CHEEKS WITH HAPPY SOUNDS.
SUNFLOWER RAIN TO HEAL THE TEARS.
YOU SEND THEM ALL TO CALM MY FEARS
SUNFLOWERS ONLY AN ANGEL CAN GIVE.
TELLING ME IT IS OKAY TO LIVE.
SUNFLOWER TASSELS TIED TO A KITE.
WAVING TO BID ME A RESTFUL NIGHT.
SUNFLOWER KISSES ALL OVER MY FACE
GIVING ME PROMISES OF A BETTER PLACE.
SUNFLOWER, COME AND STAY AWHILE.
LET ME ENJOY YOUR ANGEL SMILE.
SUNFLOWER ANGEL, I KNOW YOUR NAME.
YOU TOUCHED MY LIFE AND I WILL
NEVER BE THE SAME.

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ.. TRIBUTE FOR SUNDAY

THE WINDS OF TIME CANNOT BLOW
MY LOVE AWAY...
DEEP IN MY SOUL, THIS LOVE WAS BORN.
AND WILL LAST TILL MY DYING DAY,
SANDS IN THE HOURGLASS SLOWLY FALL,
AND TIME QUICKLY RUNS ON BY...
A SIGH ESCAPES... THIS LONGING FOR YOU,
IS AS VAST AS THE EARTH AND SKY...
TILL WE MEET AGAIN, GOD GO WITH YOU,
AND GUIDE YOUR WAYWARD GAIT...
BUT KNOW IN MY HEART,MY UNDYING LOVE
SILENTY, LONGINLY,WAITS.


Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ.. TRIBUTE FOR MONDAY.


WE ARE ALWAYS TOGETHER
EVEN THOUGH WE ARE APART
THOUGH DISTANCE MAY BE BETWEEN
WE ARE NEVER SEPARATE IN HEART.
FOR WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER
WE MAKE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES
SO WE ARE ALWAYS CLOSE
EVEN THROUGH MOUNTAINS,VALES,OR SEA.
THROUGH THE GENTLE WISPER OF BREEZE
OR STARS ON A MOONLIGHT NIGHT
OUR LOVE TALKS TO OUR HEART
WITH WORDS MADE JUST RIGHT.
OUR HEARTS ARE ALWAYS ONE
THOUGH THEY MAY BE TWO
YOU ARE ALWAYS HERE WITH ME
AS I AM ALWAYS THERE WITH YOU.


Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ.. TRIBUTE FOR TUESDAY.


IN TIMES OF DARKINESS, LOVE SEES
IN TIMES OF SILENCES,LOVE HEARS
IN TIMES OF DOUBT, LOVE HOPES
IN TIMES OF SORROW, LOVE HEALS
AND IN ALL TIMES, LOVE REMEMBERS.


Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ.. TRIBUTE FOR WEDENSDAY.


SUNSHINE.
DRY UP MY TEARS WITH YOUR GENTLE WINDS,
FOR YOUR WORDS CEASE MY TEARS.
BLOW AWAY MY DARK CLOUDS,
FOR YOUR STRONG WINDS BLOW THEM AWAY.
BRING ME HAPPINESS WITH YOUR SUN BEAMS,
FOR YOUR SUNSHINE WARMS MY SOUL.
WHISPER ME A DEEP SECRET WITH YOUR BREEZE.
FOR YOUR WORDS BRING ME A WARM FEELING.
PUT OUT MY RAGING FIRE,
FOR YOUR RAIN SIZZLES IT DOWN.
EVERYTHING YOU DO IS MY EVERYTHING,
AND I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT YOU'RE MY SUNSHINE.


WISHING YOU ALL LOVELY WEEKEND,GOD BLESS AND TAKECARE
WITH LOVE AS ALWAYS LINDA.XXX

Linda Hutt October 21, 2009
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